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Broken Smile by bluejade16, literature

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Broken Smile

Every day's unchanged Nothing new to rival When words are just misplaced The voice within you dies Running from myself Pushing those around me Trapped inside a mindset I never can escape Free me from this darkness This void that fills me whole Substituted truth attaining Simulated pleasantry Can't explain the feeling Or simplify my pain What more can be done? For no more can I gain. Crying on the inside A girl inside me dies One last breath she takes Wishing more from life Sorry I have failed you Sorry I don't smile Sorry everything inside me Just never was enough…

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Two Worlds by bluejade16, literature

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Two Worlds

Stuck within two worlds A world of hope and promise But reaps with me no gain To a world of loss and anguish Stuck within two worlds No difference I can find In both I feel the emptiness In both I feel so lost Two worlds that are so different Yet I can find no peace Am I too blind to see What separates these worlds Trapped within a world Understanding what is real The echo in this silence Is what deafens me tonight So silent in my dreams And within my waking hours My tears drop to the ground And vanish through the earth The substance in my life Has drained away with hope The whispers of your love Have fallen on deaf ear

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Withered Love by bluejade16, literature

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Withered Love

I don't want to be here I'm letting it be known The chances that you've had The chances that you've blown I just want to be free Never trapped again A cage that I've been lost in As punishment to sin I don't want to be here Lived life best I could Know that I have tried And know this is for good Sick of living life And sick of all the shit What if I have lost my will And all the strength to bear it Tired of always smiling The fake smiles that I smile Tired of always hearing All the problems in the world Sick of all the hurt And sick of all the pain What if I were to tell you I won't go through this again Tired of alwa

Angels Cry Too by bluejade16, literature

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Angels Cry Too

Let me be Just let me go I'm happier this way I think we know Don't follow me When I will leave Don't shed a tear Don't even grieve Remember when I laughed And all the times I've smiled Just remember me in happiness It'll lull the pain a while Don't make things harder And ask for me to stay It'll only get darker With every passing day Can't say I have chosen To live my life this way Don't hate me for I'm weak Just life your life each day I'm torn within a world Broken, lost and scared Promise me you'll be strong Live because you dared I know that you are angry And a few words I have to say I'm sorry for all the hurt

Shadows of the Heart by bluejade16, literature

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Shadows of the Heart

I don't want to be here Sick of all the pain Lost in the confusion Know nothing will change I don't want to hear you Want it to all go All alone again Alone is how I stand Can't say I will feel good With all that has gone wrong Every little thing and every little one Sings the same old song A song of being hurt By people that you love A song of being hurt By people that you know A song of feeling loved Then thrown away again A song about the burdens A song about the pain I don't want to hear you Block all of it out I can't hear the screaming Or the endless shouts I just want to leave it Let it all just go Runaway fr

Forbidden Love by bluejade16, literature

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Forbidden Love

Many times I've fought Suppressing how I feel Wondering bout the 'what ifs' Then seeing what is real Lost in all the thoughts And trapped within a dream It makes me want to hide Nothings what it seems I see you everyday Talk to you every night How empty life would be Without you by my side Never breathing word About the truth inside I go on through the days In hope love will subside My heart warms up each time you laugh And melts each time you crack a smile And laid upon my bed each night It makes my pain seem worth the while Your warm and witty ways The love I feel from you Makes me even more confused On the thoughts o

I m a g i n e by bluejade16, literature

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I m a g i n e

Imagine there was a calm That eased throughout your body Imagine there was a rise To each emotion felt Imagine there were no words To speak of how we feel Imagine if life was dreams And none of this was real Imagine all the heartache We\'ve gone to get to here Imagine how you felt When you lost someone whose dear Imagine all the nights We\'ve spent in each others arms Imagine all the peace we felt Free from all the harm Imagine all the emotions Our feelings running high Imagine if what we felt Could elevate the skies

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The Girl Whos Face was the Sky by mtmtmt, literature

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The Girl Whos Face was the Sky

The Girl Who's Face was the Sky Once, there was a girl who's face was the sky. Her eyes like bright stars, and her lips were soft breeze and midnight sighs. She had skin like pale dawn, and the sun shone in her smile And seldom did a cloud drift across her uncluttered brow. But alas, I did look at the sun too long, And it's bright light has seared my eyes, and now I am too blind to ever again see the sky.

a poem for the one i love by darktranquility1984, literature

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a poem for the one i love

I hear your voice when I wake up, You're the first thought that comes in my head when I wake up… You are in my dreams; so pleasant I don't want to wake up… I dream that you're lying beside me, We are so close I can hear your heart, I can feel your breath, We are so close, I hold you so tight, You open your eyes, And you say I love you I wake up missing you more every day Am I going insane? I don't know, But I know one thing I love you, Each second away from you feels like a century Each day feels like a decade, I just want to hold you so I can hear your heart scream my name, I want to kiss you when its pouring down rain, I

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Lion King by bluejade16, visual art

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About bluejade16

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Current Residence: Between thoughts...
Favourite genre of music: I love my rock!! Er..and Avril does not fall in either rock or punk, but 'Shit'. [Don't fight it]
Favourite photographer: Unknown.
Favourite style of art: Anime and Photography!!!
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Seashells, cause they're pretty :P
Skin of choice: His.
Favourite cartoon character: Ayanami and definitely Donkey off Shrek lol!!! Puss in Boots and Dory!!!
Personal Quote: Limits exist only in your mind. [Serenade Me] and more...

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Check out my faves!!!

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Genres - Comedy. Action. Chick Flicks. Sci-Fi?

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Many.. NIN <3

Favourite Writers

Many.

Favourite Games

Life.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Mine ;)

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Anything I can grab my hands on lol.

Other Interests

Music, AFL [Sports], Drawing and Poetry, Photography, Music and possibly more...

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Jan 30, 2006

To All That Visits

Jan 10, 2006

RAWR!!! BLAH!!! and erm YAY!!!
your moving in soon!!!
im all like

its sooo exciting n stuff
okay so now that ive attacked your DA page im done for now

Jan 22, 2006

I know! It's gonna be freakin smurf and then some lol! wootz0r

talk about major glompage lol

can't wait for all the awesome dvd/girly nights too!

Jan 22, 2006

ja ZORRRRRRRRRR!!!

im sorry your gonna totally want to kill me and my WoW addiction soon >.<
lmao

Dec 13, 2005

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Dec 13, 2005

awwwww thanks hun!!! just logged in and actually LOOKED on my page haha and saw two messages from you!!!

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lol

and yeah, i'll be strong! HEAR ME ROAR lmao

miss ya!!